soo like im thinking that things have happened for the wrong reasons and i made mistakes in life i just dont know why i dont learn from my mistakes i make sooo many why cant i stop making them it kinda makes me mad that i have done this to sooo many ppl i let them down. well i guess the only thing to do is learn from my mistake and try to fix it even if it is doing what i wanted to do for a while but have been scared of hurting ppls feelings well i guess the only way to be happy with myself is to do what i have been wanted to do for so long. right now i am not happy with my decision that i made in life with things and ot happy how this one certain wont talk to me because of it. i miss him talking to me i really do but he wont even let me talk to him at all to try to fix things well the only way to show him i still care is to do what is right i think i will starting tmw!!!!! wish me luck lets hope it works!!!
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